i guess i did study more if i should stay at home, but well.. going to school is not too bad after all. i did learn a few new stuffs with loads of tips. "; but suffered through coughs and sore throats and sleepiness. i used up two whole packets of tissues!~ gosh..
i still have yet to finish my Biology revision, and i only have one more day to spare before i enter the examination "hall"...lol. 5 alpha, beta, and gama are going to have the exam taken at the skylite...i mean, the area behind the stage. which might also be okay, even though i didn't really like the idea of it at first..
gawd.....i'm sick...*sigh* just a night up until 4a.m. and i'm already coughing, and caught a running nose.. Worse still, a fever. Dang.
Mom asked me if i want to see the doc, but i guess i'll be fine just like this. I hate those pills and capsules that will make me sleep, because that will only mean i won't be able to finish studying...and that will be the end of me.
i had to gulp down three colourful pills and go to bed earlier, not too early, though. haha..dang, and i still haven't finish studying the third chapter of biology. When the heck am i finally going to learn how to concentrate while revising? *sigh*
haha...now i began to feel much like those people in the sims. i don't have a weekend, just barely enough rest, and no food when i'm hungry. i had spent five damn hours in front of the p.c. this morning, while a maid came to my house to clean up. from 9a.m. till p.m. hey, that sounded so damn much like the sims. lol.
i told mom that we're running outta food at home, and she opted to bring us out to mid valley..'';
We were talking about future plans just the other day -- studying abroad or local....college, universities, or form 6...UK or Australia...subjects..*sigh*. And it seriously got me worrying about SPM trials examination and the results.
Suddenly, I found myself wondering if i would ever be able to keep in touch with all my closest classmates after the graduation. Because after SPM, everyone would be going to different places. Everyone's heading towards different path. Walking on the same ending of the High School Life. Then go to High School Senior Prom *aww*.. can't wait...then hugs and kisses..and farewell, and..in a glimpse of an eye, everyone's already on their very own line. Walking at a somewhat different pace. Heading towards thier own goals. But i hope i will always be able to be in touch with my friends.
Add math's really driving me insane. But i'm glad i'm getting better at it. Slightly better. But that would already be good enough. Hopefully i would be brilliant by exams. History's got me worrying down my spine. oh~dear...It's absurd..how could i ever manage to study so many topics in just two weeks? I'm really gonna be dead, man..
Mom had been nagging and nagging.... though i know it's for my own good that she did that, but i couldn't help but to feel irritated. Of course, i need some time off. To rewind and relax..haha.. ;Þ
I've just got to wait till mid-term exams are over to continue on reading the '7 Habits Of Highly Effective People'. I still have so much to do...so much to revise yet so little time.
And...my study's table is in a total mess..two stacks of book real high..and papers everywhere [filled up with add. math calculations, but yet to throw]...photo album - two of 'em. And so many other distracting elements which shouldn't be there in the first place. I've just had a look at myself in the photos taken during Saturday night, and...eWw..they're awful!~
school had been a reeeaall long day. *sniff* I suffered from the short 4 hours sleep i have...for sleeping too late last night, or more of "this morning"...
I had been playing The Sims the whole day trhough, and couldn't even complete my add. math exercises - which frustrates me whole damn lot...(sighh)..what is wrong with me? Why the heck am I always complaining and yet took no action about it? Why the heck am I still in front of the com? Oh, dear.. I just couldn't cope with the add. math lessons on "pengamiran". Missed the first lesson, and now I'm lost... =(
I don't know. I dont' think I would be touching the com for some time.. at least not till my mid-term exams are over. sigh..and that's a real long time. I doubt I could resist not playing any games at all. Well, what about forbidding myself to play The Sims? I've just gotta find a way to make myself study...it's just 2 damn weeks away from May 2nd...shit.
Think I would really like to have a Westlife website...*wonders again* I would just think about it. Think real carefully. Cause I really dont' know if I will have the heart to do it, or would I just neglet it halfway? LoL. ;D
