Sunday, May 26

for the don't-know-how many time, i'm online again....still trying to find something to do. it's just not the same without my sis by my side. she's the one who's always there for me and will always be with me. though it's also good that we be apart for a day or two. but this time, it almost seem like 6 days in a row. almost..but almost doesn't count. so.. it's approximately six days.

i wished i could go for a movie or something. mere wishes that would never come true. cause i've been too lazy to even get me arse up to change and step outta the house. too bored out today, i created a new layout for this site. it wasn't exactly marvellous. not a bit impressing. but it was okay. let's say...i rate...c+.

in the midst of boredom, caryn called to save the day. we chatted...for don't-know-how long and there were quite a lot of stuffs we talked about. i missed those times back then when we chatted almost every night. sometimes more than an hour. till both our mothers started grumbling about the phone bill, only then we will reluctantly hang up the phone. but it's not like we're not going to meet the next day in school. that's what mom always say, anyway.

it's funny how we could be so close back then, and suddenly became almost complete strangers after a year or so of not in the same class. three, to be exact. and somehow, we got back pretty close together. i still remember how we used to fight over silly little matters that aren't even problems. haha...but we were just kids then. it's nice chatting with her. it feels like the old times, only better. the fights wouldn't even matter anymore, by the time we turn 19 and going seperate ways-- striving to reach our goals. trying to achieve what we want to achieve.

shortly after i hung up the phone from the long talk with caryn, sarah called. and again...i chatted. we talked about going out...and everyhting in between. with sarah constantly complaining how she's rotting at home already; and i worrying if i'm ever going to enjoy my trip to penang. but since i've already paid for it, i'll just have to go with an open heart. =)