the second time of skipping school this week...did some add math questions....chem...ughh....later
i suddenly recollect those old memories of that little girl in me.
sham came over to talk with me for a split second at the library yesterday. how could i forget to wish such a dear pal of mine goodluck in her exams!? what's more...i've known her since primary one.
yet, knowing how way leads on to way -- and i've just gotta move on. i recollect those times when we played bobdog, garfield, and minnie. i was snoopy. it was just a game. a kid's fantasy. but it had been fun... we wrote letters in a paper scrap. it was during a kajian tempatan lesson that sue ann and i started the game. we used those paper scrap cutted out from the extra sides of a worksheet. wrote letters to each other using the snoopy and garfield name..i still keep those paper scraps till now. never thrown any of em away. *checks them* yea..they're safely kept in my..uh...secret box.
sadly, i did have a misunderstanding with sham back then when i foolishly just wouldn't let her join in. i know i had been a jerk. a snob. i have few friends, and i guess people just don't like me then. i refused to let anyone else join in this little game. then i wanted to be garfield because i bought this garfield stamp. we dissed sue ann.. gawwssh. i could not ever forget how much much of a jerk i had been.
we always have misunderstandings throughout our friendship..don't we? *sigh* life is just never easy. it twists and turns .... with vultures and thieves at our back. the storm kept on twisting. and we live in a lie. thinking back, i came to realize just what an intolerant lil kid i was. and i was foolishly too hard-headed and we argued too damn much. over minor little stuffs. but it was just the never compromising attitude we have.
posted by Nic @ 13:22
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