we hugged, and said goodbye. good enough that i was able to wake up before she left. i'm sure days just wouldn't be as fun without her with me. but..hey, i will survive.. it's not like this is the first time she went on trips like this.
she'll only be gone for, three days. or maybe i could just pretend it's two and a half...
i don't know why i just don't feel like going out this holiday. i had been down lately. pretty much the same, though. school's website had been keeping me a lot lot occupied, and it was a good escape from all my troubles. all the same, it's bringing me stress and pressure.
i still remember being too carefree, and ignorant last year. i wasn't caring about anything. didn't even take studies all too seriously. i spent hours chatting and onlining everyday, straight after i reach home from school. tuitions last year was fun-- especially Murali's classes. Afiq, Yassin..who called himself 'raja mesir' or 'firaun' and the others had been keeping the amusement...entertaining the class. i still remember how we used to try reaching tuition as early as we could to get that particular place : we are actually trying to take the place where they used to sit because we wanted to lean on the wall. okay. so i didn't really like that place. i usually sit one row in forward... :)
and i wonder what's happening to me now. i know so damn well i shouldn't be complaining about life. after all, Mom spent her whole day just bringing me around town. and bought seyin and i a new handphone.. it's not the handphone of my dreams, but it used to be one of them. and it looks exactly like daddy's. haha. alright. i'm okay with it. i'm already grateful enough she's willing to spend so much on me. i promised myself i won't ask for too much, and i sure will keep that.
posted by Nic @ 08:26
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