I thought my ears are deceiving me. but i didn't know i was the one who was deceiving myself.
still couldn't believe it now, he's gone. he left us all. Left me behind. Left all of us. It is so sudden, that i couldn't even take it. somehow, i did not cry. but i am truly depressed. my hands feels cold. they are cold. and nope, my ears aren't deceiving me. not a bit.
i don't feel lucky at all. not a bit. at least not now.
i still remember grandad. He had been a part of my life. He still is a part of my life, and he will always be. When i recollect the memories of my childhood, i could picture him. and there he is. he is still alive.
posted by Nic @ 23:30
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