wish i could do whatever i want to.
i had a great time on saturday.. hanging out at klcc after tution, and rushing around at mv because it's almost near closing time. it was exhausting. and i wished i could stay for a midnight show or something. celine refused to, cause she was afraid mom or dad might just call home to check on us, and if there's no one there to answer the phone, we'll be dead.
sunday.. boring as always. did a rumusan, and some other works, then watched the wcup match between ireland and spain before switching it to The Gilmore Girls at night.. i was so, so, so, wishing iReLaNd would win.. dang..
Mom and Dad reached home at about 2am this morning. stayed back for webmasters, registered a temporary email for the webmasters, while waiting for the school to get the application letter ready to apply for our very own domain.
i wish i could just sit back and relax and enjoy life right now. thinking about exams and exams almost killed me. thinking about my results depressed me big time. if i could just hang around in my room, and reorganize my photo album, and redesign a new layout for this site... take a good rest in the afternoon or at least able to sleep earlier at night... not needing to care about the school's site, no tuitions at all, redesign a new wallpaper for my desktop, do some sketches, draw some art, sit in front of the pc the whole day long, listening to songs, watch t.v, go for horseback riding, swimming, jogging, eat...eat..eat..and eat all sorts of yuummmyy food. ahhhh... then i would really feel how wonderful life is.
but come to think of it again, if that's all i do in life - no worries and doubts at all, then what am i living for? shirley somehow got me to do some thinking for a split second. Left me wondering what exactly do we live for. An'way, i got over the question pretty soon.
Was planning to read up for comquiz, but ended up talking about childhood and talking about changes in human, and changes in everyone around us. it's unbelievable how childhood passed us by so quickly, yet it seems we've come a long way. then what's going to happen in the future.. nobody really knows, do they?
posted by Nic @ 17:37
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