mood : 
ralph-ish
weather : -
What prep label are you?
Constantly girl you're on my mind,
and girl I think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say,
i miss you, never thought I'd feel this way.
If you keep on taking, my heart you'll be breaking so why do you do this to me?
You know how I'm feeling it's you I believe in baby can't you see that I need you?
You know that it's true.
Every time I see your face I miss you baby
You know that it's you.
I want to let you know you're driving me crazy.
I'd do anything to help you to see, I don't think you understand what you're doing to me.
Every now and then I want to call you baby.
I say a prayer that you'll come back to me lady. Oh yeah....
Life ain't anything alone can't you see you're an angel in my eyes,
everyday you're closer to me.
Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold girl without your flame.
But if I could girl I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me.
Every day reminisce with the past
of a love that we thought would last.
How we used to be when it was you and me.
How did it all disappear so fast.
There are days that I can't forget
there are things that I now regret.
I was there for you when you were there for me, and I was thinkin' we were set.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed
I hear your voice going round in my head, think of all the things
I could have done and all those things I could have said.
I really will make it up to you
I know now what I've got to do,
It took time but now I've realised how much I'm missing you.
mood : 
doomed
weather : breezy
it's midnight....i should be sleeping, but suprisingly, caryn came online at this time. waiting for someone i guess..or probably chatting with him.. ahh..well..why the heck am i even online at the first place? i should be studying. had been out the whole day today, and yesterday too.
went to Mid Valley, walked around... a lot.. and then finally sat down to have Baskin Robbins.. yummmmm....
went to the mbs carnival.. met a lot of my school mates... heeh well, the only game i actually played there was the haunted house, else i was only shirley's supporter..i decided to go only this morning when shirley asked me to go...
i love all these songs... :
Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
don't you know I tried so hard
to love you in my way
it's easy let it go...
Adia I'm empty since you left me
trying to find a way to carry on
I search myself and everyone
to see where we went wrong
'cause there's no one left to finger
there's no one here to blame
there's no one left to talk to honey
and there ain't no one to buy our innocence
'cause we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter
does it matter?
Adia I thought we could make it
but I know I can't change the way you feel
I leave you with your misery
a friend who won't betray
I pull you from your tower
I take away your pain
and show you all the beauty you possess
if you'd only let yourself believe that
we are born innocent
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
it's easy, we all falter, does it matter?
believe me Adia, we are still innocent
'cause we are born innocent
Adia we are still
it's easy, we all falter ... but does it matter?
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Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
Girl like you're wastin all your time
You're going outta your mind
Well all the tears you been cryin
And I don't want the things he's putting you through
The cheatin only can prove
You never know what to do
Yeah
Just tell me what you feel inside
Stop thinking about foolish pride
Coz I could see me in your eyes
The (-?-) that you've been holding tight
It's time to begin to feel
The kind of love that's really real
Yeah
Girl let me tell you the deal
Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
It's time for you to decide
What you want from your life
Don't want to compromise
Coz I can give you everything that you need
Open your eyes and you'll see
That I can set you free baby
You come to me with a broken heart
You'll feel the love from the very start
It's time for you to part
From a man that leaves you in the dark
It's time to find a man to break you from the trance
Now baby here is your chance
Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
I know just what you're going through
You need love that'll always be true
Look at my eyes
Girl I'll give it to you
The way you want me to
Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
Won't throw no shame on you
Don't wanna put you through
Those lives you've lived before
Coz I can give you more
Baby take my hand
And try to understand
That I'll be here for you
Just the way you want me to
The way you want me to
The way you want me to
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I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
mood : glorious
weather : sunny
going to mid valley for a movie wif me sis!!!! heheeh... back by evening.. :)
mood : cool
weather : cloudy and grey
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We do almost everything that lovers do
And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you
Every time your heart is broken by the fool
I want you to know that it hurts me too
It’s hard to wipe your tears away
Knowing that you should be with me
Now tell me why
Why – why are we still friends
When everything says
We should be more than we are
And tell me why every time I find
Someone that I like
We always end up just being friends
I would hate for you to find somebody new
Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you
But am I a fool girl not to say
If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway
Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose)
No matter if it’s win or lose
Now tell me why
- 98 degrees : why
mood : fine
weather : sunny
i love sundays... especially when it's sunny, and the sun shining out there. i wish i could be able to go out and have some fun...
probably hang out with my friends..
but right now, with so many obligations, i doubt i could
and i'm waiting and waiting for year end to come -
then i probably would be able to have some fun and parrtttaaayyyy!!
*chhhheeeeerrrrsssss* heheeh
went to Taylor's College yesterday for the SPM Seminar on Add. Math and Chem.. it was okay, at least i learn something..
but most of the times, we're busy exchanging picture messages.. lol
woke up really early, and did some exercises on Physics.. then Add. Math..
i had a great time yesterday.. :)
mood : oKay~*
weather : a bit of everything
Woke up reaaaally late today : 7.01 a.m. Got scolded by Mom.. what a wonderful morning. ALmost doze off during the assembly. Still couldn't believe i actually still miss Saturday. I wonder how did i manage to miss meeting all my friends who was also there that night.. So many people i knew told me they were there too, until about 10 p.m. or 8pm.
Spent almost 3 hours revising Chemistry... and ate a lot.. lol.. planning to sleep early tonight, but well, it seems.. i couldn't.
i want to change the layout. this one sux big time. *coughs* just think it's a bit too plain.. and well, dull.. and ugly. but i doubt i could find the time to even sit down peacefully in front of the pc to create an image ..
mood : aweSoMe~*
weather : fine
today's boring.. boring....boring...
makes me think of penang trip and Bintang walk.. gawshh i missed Bintang Walk. Can't wait till year end. And i wanna go to RedBox!~
i love yesterdayyyyy =)
if i have the choice.. i would really prefer to be in front of my books.. studying. i should be studying. but a promise is a promise, and i won't break them - i don't. came online to check my mail to see if i've received any pictures from naslia for the class layout. then probably reply a few mails later today. i wannnntt to study.. lol =þ
i had a grand time last night at KLCC. We finally decided against a movie.. walked around the whole mall, and then settled down at Coffee Bean - chatting over ice-blended mocha. yuMm while Celine and her friends attended the Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra..
talked about all sorts of things... and sis' friends are really fun to hang out with. They had supper at Burger King while seyin and i just had a little chat of our own. reminiscing last year end holidays.. Bintang Walk.. working at Fish & Co, this year end.. and everything else.
it was fun. aNd i had a wOndErFuL night~*
mood : grand
weather : sunny
Physics tuition was cancelled at the eleventh hour, and i called Mom up to pick me up. Mom sent the driver here instead; and in a few minutes, he's here.
Sat with alex during chemistry class; Mr. Rahj taught about the making of soap.. natrium stearat.. for the first whole half hour, he was teaching exactly what he taught last week. [?!]
haha.
met therese and chia hui after classes. and seeing all the shocked and disappointed faces of people who sees.. Physics Form 5 - Cancelled..
anyway, it's been a fine day today
i slept for about 2 and a half hours in the afternoon; thought of touching up the class' layout page #2 but realize i didn't have enough individual pictures. i couldn't wait to go to klcc tonight. i'm gonna shop 'round and then catch a movie with my twin sis!~ woohoo =P
mood : gReAt
weather : suNnY
How random are you?
You're not at all random! Add some spice to your life! Give bananas to complete strangers! Whenever anyone says anything to you, reply 'Ah - but that's what they want you to think!'
this quiz was made by alanna
not too much of a hard day. today was fun
walked around a bit at the school and took quite a number of pictures with yisan, shireen, meingoi, boon hui and khee bik. now i wonder how the heck am i suppose to upload it into my pc since it's winME and my digicam requires either win98 or win2000.
i am still deciding on which subject to take and where to go.. i always could do everything on my own, but when it comes to this, i really need Mom's help. I've asked a few colleges about the courses and comparison today.. knowing the differences and job opportunities and price did help a bit though. still, couldn't make up my mind. =)
mood : aLL-sM|LeS*
weather : rainy
so many things that had been bothering me lately....so many things on my mind. so much to do.. so little time.. *heh*
things that are waiting for me to be done piled up so quickly..... i wonder when will i be able to finish them all up..
class layout.. school's site.. should or should i not bring my digicam to school tmrw... going out.. or will mom be agaisnt it... school works.. english essays... revisions.. *aRrGgH* they're killing me.. soon enough just gotta bear with it for a while
i just might be going to the campfire in VI on saturday since this year's the last year of my secondary school. chances are 50-50 - depends on whether peisan will go or not.
i wonder what happened to the good old bbgs spirit where everyone respects each other, especially the seniors. and all the glory and strict rules and regulations we have when i was in bbgs. the rules became loose, and people start having less sense of responsibility and the strive for perfection died down.
check this website out... it's pretty cool : http://www.betak-design.de/ flash macromedia.. photoshop.. all kinds
gawd.. if only my site could be as cool as that..
Which Zellers employee are you?
Everything has to be done perfectly in your book to ensure success of your store. People see you as mean and as a tyrant, but you don't care. You can fire them, if you want.
Which Earthbound character are you?
The prince is from the country Dalaam, an eastern country that is very mysterious to most people living in Eagleland. He is a little older than Ness, and he has great physical, mental, and spiritual strength. He seems very popular with the girls, as well. Though he has all these tremendous attributes, he remains modest and loyal. He commands strong Psychic abilities that only he can use. His weapons and protections are mostly unknown because of his mysterious background. Now, if he could only get used to western-style food... '
Which annoying person are you?
You are one of those people who's always smiling. Always. The only time you don't smile is when someone makes fun of the fact you're smiling so much. People think that you feel no emotion because you're always so happy.
Don't get me wrong, being optomistic is great! But when you can find some good in everything, I begin to wonder if you're human.
Now, go smile and be happy that you have a computer and you got to do this quiz.
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mood : 
bEtWeEn oKay aNd BaD
weather : *sH|niNg*
didn't know why i am feeling this way. it certainly hasn't been what i wanted to. but things had been so perfect the past few weeks until some cruel twist of fate got me seriously thinking about my life and everything i've been through. Days hasn't been the same since, and though i do fall in and out of crush. i don't feel the same now. Some more important things could get these stuffs off my mind a little bit.. maybe for a while, but they soon come back. Of course, studies do get crushes out of my mind until i gets sleepy and i lose concentration.. then i'll start thinking of all sorts of things. When people tells me there's no difference between love and crush.. i don't believe it. and i still am not believing it. i do think there's a difference between love and crush.
the problem is, i am so sure what i am having now are only some kinda stupid crush which could be forgotten sooner or later. who knows. it's been the same the few times before this. and i wonder why am i always doing what i am doing -- craving for something so out of reach.
bad lucks and unexpected events had got me into thoughts that might never cross my mind in a million years. things that i've been taking for granted suddenly seemed so fragile.. like they would break anytime.. and i think the last thing i ever need is to reassure myself that things are going to be alright, because i know i would only be lying to myself. There are times i do believe that some things are meant to be taken for granted. But i was too naïve to ever realize we just have to let some things go. Things that don't belong to us would never be ours in the end.
there are so many times i feel lost and down and insecure. including times like this. like now. these few days has been like living in hell, and i still can't find a reason why some things could leave me earthbound just when i feel like in heaven.
there are so many decisions we have to make in live, and sometimes it seems we have way too many choices, other times, it seems we didn't even have any choice to choose. thinking about futher studies yesterday... and still deciding on what subject should i settle on. was thinking of UCAS.. but.. i don't know. it seems kinda impossible to me.
mood : cOoL
weather : jUsT F|nE` ;)
it's gonna be a long long day in school tomorrow. went to grandma's place today, and mom made me agree on tuition on Saturday afternoons. More and more tuitions.. *gaWwSshHh*.. anyway, i'm sure i'll be able to bear with it. only for 4 more months. and everything'll be over. i'll be fine. i will survive :)
I hope you never lose your sense of wonder,
You get your fill to eat but always keep that hunger,
May you never take one single breath for granted,
GOD forbid love ever leave you empty handed,
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you never fear those mountains in the distance,
Never settle for the path of least resistance,
Livin' might mean takin' chances but they're worth takin',
Lovin' might be a mistake but it's worth makin',
Don't let some hell bent heart leave you bitter,
When you come close to sellin' out reconsider,
Give the heavens above more than just a passing glance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
Tell me who wants to look back on their years and wonder where those years have gone.)
I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean,
Whenever one door closes I hope one more opens,
Promise me that you'll give faith a fighting chance,
And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance.
Dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance.
I hope you dance....I hope you dance..
(Time is a wheel in constant motion always rolling us along,
Tell me who wants to look back on their years
and wonder where those years have gone.)
mood : i doN't kNoW
weather : sunny
yesteday was so great... had such a wonderful time at yoke sin's party.. all the chats, and straightening my hair just for fun.
we had barbeque.. yummm...loadsa food : from mutton, to chicken, to pork, to sausages, and spaghetti ... and everything else.... we have wine.. and got tooo full, so we had to walk around. i love the wine a lottttt .. ;P
we all left at 11:30 p.m.. i was sleeeepy and tired, and exhausted but i did have a great time there :)
and... geez.... i feel reallly bad for forgetting to wish Charmian 'happy birthday'..
everytime I look at you i wish you looked my way
and flash me that dazzling smile that really makes my day
but of course it's just a dream a dream that won't come true
and for unrequited love i wrote this song for you
i always think of how it'd be if we were together
you and me holding hands........it's a dream
i can picture it right now...you and me,
it's a dream, it's a possibility...
when I look out of my window
i hope you look up at me
if only you could read my heart
my love so true you'd see
how empty my life would be
if I don't have you
and for unrequited love I wrote this song for you...
...it's a dream... it's a possibility...
-intoxicated [possibility]
mood : cOnFuSed
weather : okay
time seemed to fly when i was trying to rectify and make the last minute touchups on the site... but i had a great time in school :)
nearly fell asleep during tuition today, but thank goodness sze jye's there to wake me up
Used to call her names and ignore her
We called her stupid messy and a fool
She was different...she wasn't like us
Words wouldn't break any bones
But we never left well enough alone
And one day she ran away from school, you see
And I passed her as she walked away
And in her eyes I heard her say
One of these days you're gonna love me
You'll sit down by yourself and think
About the times you pushed and shoved me
And what good friends we might've been
And then you're gonna sigh a little
Maybe even cry a little but
One of these days you're gonna love me
mood : cOoL
weather : fine
finally bm oral's over... :)
though tomorrow's a holiday, i'll be going to school .... wut else.... for webmasters...
an'way, a new month.... a new layout.....comments..
