Tuesday, July 9

there are so many times i feel lost and down and insecure. including times like this. like now. these few days has been like living in hell, and i still can't find a reason why some things could leave me earthbound just when i feel like in heaven.

there are so many decisions we have to make in live, and sometimes it seems we have way too many choices, other times, it seems we didn't even have any choice to choose. thinking about futher studies yesterday... and still deciding on what subject should i settle on. was thinking of UCAS.. but.. i don't know. it seems kinda impossible to me.