mood : 
six feet underground
weather : windy
yea. i feel almost half dead. The day's killing me in all sorts of depressing way. and if i could have a choice, i would run. no. i would stay. if running away from problems is the easiest solution, i would rather not. They won't be solved if i ignore them. Perhaps i should take some time off; go hit the books and forget about miserable things that will only make life even more depressing for me. Life had gotten more depressing than i ever thought i could get on me. and i seriously need to sort things out and maybe i really need to reflect on my life and how i had been treating others.
no. i don't think i had been quite fair to others. well, i'm not perfect. i never said i am. nobody is and no one said.
i'm just a little jumbled up by stupid little hurtful small things like...*shrugs* well i guess people change ... for better or worse, but..um.. and i think i needed a change somehow to patch me up inside. it won't be as easy as it seem but i'll be fine soon.
posted by Nic @ 15:26
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