I wasn't really bored out at yesterday's outing - there were some moments which i really enjoyed ;) Sarah, SeYin, JenHau, WenJie and Adrian and I went to KLCC. Walked around until it's time for Die Another Day; SeYin didn't join us until the movie. Had so-called lunch at Sushi King after the movie..i only ate two..what's that called? the crab meat sushi and drank Green Tea.
We went to Bintang Walk together after that. It seems almost like the outing Sarah, SeYin and I had on MOnday.. only thing is, we had different activities. I still miss Monday! aww a LOT :) I want Monday to repeat, gEez..ain't I absurd? Anyway, no Coffee Bean today; we went straight to LowYat Plaza from KL Plaza after stopping by to take some pictures at the photobooth with Sarah and SeYin at Sungei Wang. I didn't want to join in when JenHau and WenJie took pictures with Sarah since she's leaving, and they want to take it with her, just her ;o)
I just sat and watch WenJie and Adrian play pool. I really feel like playing, but not when I am going to embarrass myself =\ So i ended up singing to songs and I do enjoy looking at people play pool. It's not my first time. I've sat and watched BoonWah and Alex play pool. I've sat and watch Alex and ChangKeat play pool. And Emma and Seyin..I've just got myself adapted to it, and I don't feel bored looking at them play pool because I wish I could play like them. And those songs were nice..and since I always liked singing, I sang along to the songs..and shall I say, as I grief over my pathetic life? LoL. Everyday ain't as great as it seems, but i just ommit all the sad times that i have(they're written elsewhere), and only type all about the happy ones just so i'll look back one day, and I'll see how beautiful life had been.. just so it'll make my life look like it's really so perfect and happy :)
aW. i AM pathetic ;\
But it's nice to find out that people are still people, no matter what others may label them as. And nobody's perfect. So to make things easier, I'll just say, I am not perfect, so life can't be perfect. And i can't keep wishing everyone would be perfect when I am not. I don't know why I always seem to take things for granted, but now I am not going to any longer. And I feel lucky suddenly and felt grateful to have known all my friends and my acquaintances; would really like to thank anyone and everyone who has helped me out along my way, and somehow touched my heart before. And people who made me who I am today. As imperfect as I might be. But tomorrow I will change, and today won't mean a thing.
I wish Dad's not in Bangkok, because I wanted to stay in BB until 9pm..like I always do. I wanted to have dinner there. But I hate taking the LRT, and since Sarah opted to have her dad fetch seyin and i to the nearest lrt station, i agreed. Went home with me starving. And i had to eat Instant Noodles. And chatting with Adrian yesterday, suddenly i miss Celine so much, it makes me wonder if she's really having a fun time in UK - this is the first White Christmas she'll experience.
Dad's chauffeur and his wife calls him 'Mr. David' so it means, if Dad is Mr David, i'm Nicole David? LoL. um. well, We took some pictures the other day @ KLCC. They're [here] and [here]. Here's one more taken with Sarah which I look horrible in, but well, i always do anyway :)
I so, so, so can't wait for College to start - I wish I could be like Sarah. Being able to fly away to Ukraine for Pre-U and all. If I have a choice, I'll be flying straight to United Kingdom or The States for College in February and then continue on University and Masters and PhD. and leave this disastrous place. Don't ask me why, I just want to. I hope two years passes quick enough for me. Quick enough for me to get away from all these unwanted happenings and things that had been, well, bothering my thoughts and my life. I don't want to stay here any longer. Man, I am beginning to dread tomorrow, but I want January to come sooner. So I could bury myself into the business of classes and all the studies..and forget all the sorrow.
I want college to start so at least I'll have some things to occupy my time with and not just going out every single day because I'm really sick of those people at the malls and all around the streets especially after the incident of 3 beggars apporaching me on the one same day at BB. Which did scare the hell out of me - perhaps because I didn't realize they were standing right beside me at first. But they did gave me a shock when I realize they are there, alright, why can't they NOT tap me on the hand? eWw. Gawd. Why can't they just go approach some other people; and tap them on the hand instead?
I can't wait for Christmas Eve, perhaps I'll find a special way to celebrate Christmas with SeYin. We'll sing the day away. And perhaps we'll go dine at Grappa Soho. We'll chat and chat. But it's just a plan. And I hope the party on 31st that Alex told me about will be on, so I can go enjoy myself there..and we'll go BB after the party for the new year countdown. Yay, and maybe then I could sing to myself an Auld Lang Syne in hopes those Old Long Times that were so fun would be recollected that could make me smile a little, or maybe even cry a little. No wonder people always say it's nice being a kid. Those were the days when you could be so carefree and hardly have much bothering you. I wish I could be that kid I once was, then I will choose to smile everyday so people will like me for being this cheerful little girl. But I wasn't, and I can't turn back time, so I better not dream so much. Ed says I'm a day dreamer. Perhaps he's right. Maybe I really am one after all. But he isn't exactly right about me day dreaming on the phone. I don't. I just didn't know what to say because I am never good at conversations anyway. And by the way I almost didn't realize it's Friday the 13th today.
I am goddamn sick and tired of this world. Can anyone get me out of here? Pleeaase ;(
posted by Nic @ 01:07
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