BUBBLEGUMMIES
eeYYYaahh ;) here's a new layout!! Just some little changes to the color scheme, font, and a bit of the info... so actually, there isn't much of a change. Days had been just the same. College, homework, chats, assignment, tests. I'm drowning in oceans of Mathematics homework. I've just finished up my Moral assignment and handed it up :) It was on War, and it just freaked the hell out of me -- all those articles from magazines..people were treated so cruelly. And now all those words are still going round my head.
AnywayS, I went out on Saturday evening :) walked around, chatted about the secondary school years, in both BBGS and SBU while having dinner at Chillis. Oh well.. College had been nice. It just wasn't the same as High School :) but the craziness and fun are still here. People in my class -- they're crazy and nice; and I'm liking them a lot! but i never forget my friends back in Primary and Secondary school, homeworks are duplicating every day like they are going through Mitosis :\ and I am duhly addicted Lab Practices. Can't wait to do the experiment on ChromosomeS!!!
It sounded so MUCH fun! 
SOMEDAY OUT OF THE BLUE
Killer days are almost over now, but coming soon, again. I will be having more tests up next. So...what da heck. I didn't mean to neglet this place on purpose, I've just been a little busy 
lately. AnywayS, I had fun on Valentine's day and all other days.
I'm now rushing my Moral Assignment 
we just started discussing on it yesterday - had to stay back for like, an hour. When it's due next Tuesday so I had to forget about going out on the weekends. It's no big deal, but I still have Bio Lab Report to finish and revise Chem and Bio. 
ouCcccchHHhhiee. We sat at the front-most table in the library at first, and was making too much noise so we went up to Discussion Room and ended up chatting and comparing handphones more than we discuss on the assigment. Duh.
We skipped double period of LAN and went over to Pyramid for lunch and bowling! We made our Chemistry teacher mad at us and stormed out of class last week - that reminded me of how my class in Sec. 2 once made our History teacher walk out on us - because we didn't answer her questions, and cried. But heck, I couldn't understand what she is teaching sometimes; and she speaks with so monotonously that makes lessons boring [;O <-- i'm yawning]. So each time she comes in I'll feel like killing myself. We have Chem everyday so basically I'll feel like killing myself everyday, but since I don't do absurd things like that, all I did was complain =)
I heard the latest news that results of SPM are coming out next Wednesday. Don't know if I should be feeling excited or worried but I don't feel anything now. I'll just say scarreee, and shrug because I still can't decide what I should be feeling. With all the homeworks and headaches =| I almost forgot about results. On the other hand, since it'll be out about 10a.m. or later, I might as well skip college.. go to school and go out with some closest friends for chats over coffee after taking results. It's been so long since I last really have a chat with them, and come to think of it, High school had been grand and I still have those days on my mind.
I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
I only taste the saline
When I kiss away your tears
You really had me going
wishing on a star
But the black holes that surround you
are heavier by far
I believed in your confusion
you were so completely torn
Well it must have been that yesterday
was the day that I was born
There's not much to examine
There's nothing left to hide
You really can't be serious
If you have to ask me why
I say good-bye
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding .. imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
A fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price,
The price that I would pay
Everyone keeps asking
What's it all about?
I used to be so certain and I can't figure out
What is this attraction?
I only feel the pain
There's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
Will it ever change?
'Cause I am barely breathing
And I can't find the air
I don't know who I'm kidding - imagining you care
And I could stand here waiting
a fool for another day
I don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
The price that I would pay
I've come to find
I may never know your changing mind
Is it friend or foe?
I rise above or sink below
With every time you come and go
Please don't come and go
But I'm thinking it over anyway
I'm thinking it over anyway
I know what you're doing
I see it all too clear
THE CRAZY THINGS WE DO
CNY was never the same without Grandpa because when we goes to the restaurant for dinner at Serdang, nobody wants to sing karaoke anymore. And I miss him :| somehow. I didn't go around any other relatives' houses to collect red packets this year, perhaps because college holidays were a little way too short. I did go to Yoke and KheeBik's place like I used to. We even went to klcc to chat at coffee bean. then went back to yoke's house, and i had the dinner at serdang at the same restaurant, with the same room, same dishes, but with different people. And in the middle of dinner, we watched fireworks by The Mines from the window of the room, just like the night before. Boring.
My CNY was extremely boring. Really. Well, for once I'm grateful that my hometown is in KL itself, so I don't have to bear with extremely long journeys back to hometown and stay at some-relative's house. But, well.. yea. I think it must've been because grandpa passed away last year and it's barely a year yet, so some superstitious believe have constrained my uncle and aunts from going for visits, and even as an excuse for not giving angpows. Sux..it does. Mom and Dad didn't care. They just go visiting, and well, I never know of any sort of this kind of superstition. So, duh who cares :)
On Wednesday, we sat in class and chatted throughout Bio because teacher was on medical leave. Perhaps the fireworks got her sick! That day, 9 of us squashed ourselves in yvonne's car and went for lunch at Subang Parade. It was absurd, but we had fun. Thankfully we didn't meet with any cops who will give us a ticket for breaking the law - Emma and Vicky squeezed in the front passenger seat, and 6 other of us squashed ourselves at the backseat. Imagine that. The journey wasn't all that pleasant, but it was enjoyable. We had fun laughing our hearts out when we pass by the college entrance and everyone was staring. It was worth the laugh. san san and lai yee even believed it when I told them I sat in the car boot. We had lunch at Dave's Deli, and then rushed back for Maths. That day alone, I met so many of my friends while I was walking out of the college compound! :)
six of us went to sunway pyramid on Friday by yvonne's car since Vic was too lazy to drive, and ended we up eating pizza. and they have this deafening lion dance performance at the ice-skating rink. We ended up reaching back to lab about 10 minutes late, and have the ''grand welcome" from the class *geeSsh* The food test experiment was really fast, and the lab practice became the time to clean lab coat when we told teacher about the potassium manganat that stained our lab coat; and then went off more than half an hour earlier than class is supposed to end.
I'll have Bio test tomorrow :| and go home early because there's this Lion Dance thingy going on and all classes are shortened by 15 minutes. yay! o.O Then there's LAN test..thank God they will only be MCQ or else I'll be dead. Chemistry test on Thursday - the double period time where we're supposed to have lab. I'm going to be so dead because I haven't even touched anything on Chem. And Math..my mentor wouldn't tell when she'll give the test. darn.
today's mommy's birthday ;o) 
Tell me a story where we all change
And we'd live our lives together
And not enstranged
I didn't lose my mind - it was mine to give away
Couldn't stay to watch me cry
You didn't have the time...so I softly slip away
No regrets...they don't work
No regrets - they only hurt
Sing me a love song, drop me a line
Suppose it's just a point of view
But they tell me I'm doing fine
I know from the outside
We looked good for each other
Felt things were going wrong
When you didn't like my mother
I don't want to hate but that's all you've left me with
A bitter aftertaste and a fantasy of how we all could live.
No regrets - they don't work
No regrets - they only hurt
We've been told you stay up late
I know they're still talking
You're far too short to carry weight..
The demons in your head
..Return the videos they're late
If I could just stop hating you
Goodbye
I'd feel sorry for us instead
Remember the photographs? - insane
The ones where we all laugh .. so lame
We were having the time of our lives
Well thank you. It was a real blast.
Everything I wanted to be everytime I walked away
Everytime you told me to leave I just wanted to stay
Every time you looked at me and everytime you smiled
I felt so vacant you treat me like a child
I loved the way we used to laugh
I loved the way we used to smile
Often I sit down and think of you, for a while
Then it passes by me
And I think of someone else instead
I guess the love we once had is officially dead
HAPPY CNY
*sniff* i'm having flu and sore throat =( Anyway, these days are great. I like going to coll. Yee Fei and Mei Ngoi came over to coll the other day to pay us all a visit so Yi San, yin san, jesslyn, and a few others of us went for lunch together.
The best thing was Yee Fei running over to throw her arms around me and we hugged each other like we haven't seen each other in ages. And it makes me think of those days in school and how fun school days were. Now i still miss the times we don't care if it's against the rules to use the PCs in school while teacher's not in class, or add math lessons when we'll all tell Puan Halimatus that our brains can't take anymore so she shall stop there. Just so we'll have enough time to rush our homeworks before school ends to chunck that ten tons heavy textbook back into our locker (",) and all the other countless absurd things we did. Climbing on school roofs, or those Sec.2 times when we had fun practicing for dramas.
The next day I had lunch with Vic, Chui San and a few of my other classmates. And we didn't realize that almost the whole class was there at that same restaurant for lunch! I mean, we actually did realise when we saw pradeep sitting at the next table, and the rest of them downstairs.
Celine's having a busy cny in UK. I still haven't cut down on that habit of going out in the weekends;o) I'll have tests coming up soon after chinese new year holidays. I like lab practices :P oKay. Vicky and I cheated during the experiments - we actually skipped one of the repeats for this another titration experiment. I am getting tired of titrations.
There's this guy in my class who sort of look like Jian. Haha. Really.
