deGra[v]itated

I tried cutting the ground from someone's feet, and finally saw the light. I knew I should have never been so delirious. Should have never took things for granted. Sometimes I could never understand why I ever lived. Then there were times I couldn't care less. Other times, I don't give a damn on things that stand the slightest possibility on driving me crazy. Most of the time, I expect the best out of everything, I'll go insane over the slightest flaw; and I knew expected too much out of things.

Ten minutes later I'll succumb to the Mathematism disease :) Days were pretty fine - except some things got a little out of hand. Basically, I plunged and fell but I got up, dusted myself, rubbed along, and survived. Endured few tests in the past weeks, then Semester Exam coming up next and I don't know if I could cope.

I haven't been meeting some of my close high school friends in a while, I suppose everyone's got plans, and more important things to be done than to sit down, reminiscing the past. I've heard people talking about how we should never, never look back. I don't believe we could never ever look back I think that's just being vain. I miss those times we had before, and obviously knew days like that aren't going to resurrect, but I hope in the future they'll still be the-awesome-high-school-days I loved. I don't want to make things sound like they're so bad, but, I know old friends do keep in touch, I hope we do. Or I'd feel sorry for us instead.

During Vikki's birthday, we celebrated it twice: one was in the class, another was on Friday. We bought her a fruit cake and gobbled it up in a few minutes time in class right after Mathematics. On Friday, we went for a cake-munching session at Secret Recipe, and then off for Daytona. I got 3rd place..defeated by Pradeep and Birthday Girl :| oh well, *shrugs* but we had fun, anyway.. and that's all that matter :)

And here are all the plugs i missed in the last few post:
alesha, ali, ashley, ashley, caryn, djspinnet, dustyhawk x2, lee jian yuan, justin, kayla, marion, mel x3, nadine, ruz x3, sheena, venessa, yin joo.
:D

posted by Nic @ 18:16