Hoopa Doopa
"It was over, by far"
Fifteen million years ago, I was probably the best alien on Pluto. Today, I am the worse Homo sapien on planet Earth. I don't know what recently happened, but I know I had an exam. I don't recall spending more than one day a week reading the papers, but I like the T.V. and the laptop, and the handphone. It's like the few greatest electronic human creation ever existed. To me. I will have an exam next week, but all I care is Prom shopping. I'm so dead.
Now smile peeps. Because it's going to be a fun holiday! If you cry, it'll make you look like a panda bear. And don't beg. You'll look like a dog. bow wow, arf arf. (just crapping)
Vikki's going off to Jap for 10 days. Am gonna miss her so much because I'll be missing someone to insult :( and it's so unfair she have such a good excuse to not sit for Semester exam which I had just done reading half a chapter of Biology. And 0% of Math. I can't remember what trapezium rule is like. I don't remember how to differentiate or integrate more complicated trigonometry. Unfair. Unfair.
I made the bear with Adobe Photoshop, with reference to my sister's drawing. And I renamed the blog Black Balloon. I actually feel sorry for this place to have changed so many names.
westlife - obvious (I'm not so good with words)
"Obvious: I've crushed on you so long"
We started as friends
But something happened inside me
Now I'm reading into everything
But there's no sign you hear the lightning, baby
You don't ever notice me turning on my charm
Or wonder why I'm always where you are
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
I've crushed on you so long,
but on and on you get me wrong
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
I've heard you talk about
How you want someone just like me
But everytime I ask you out
We never move pass friendly,
And you don't ever notice how I stare when we're alone
Or wonder why I keep you on the phone
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
Yeah...
You are my very first thought in the morning
And my last at nightfall
You are the love that came without warning
I need you, I want you to know
I've made it obvious
So finally I'll sing it
I've crushed on you so long
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
And sing it until the day you're holding me
I've wanted you so long but on and on you get me wrong
I more then adore you but since you never seem to see
Since you never seem to see
I'll say it in this love song
Hippie Yippie
"In 360° (vertical) turnaround"
Post exam celebration was the coolest. We sang for 6 hours straight at Redbox, and I seriously haven't had enough of it. Yesterday, I went Cosmo World's Theme Park with Jess and her classmates, celebrating a friend's birthday. Perhaps it was really The Day, or maybe it's just that the world is so small, but we met so many people. And the games were just awesome. Except for the fact that the DNA Mixer (or is it Maker...) happen to make me want to throw up the O'Briens' sandwiches I had, *turns pale* when they unwind the DNA double helix. While lining up for the game, we were happily shouting out which enzyme is catalysing and which process is it undergoing. After riding in the machine, I came out feeling like I had my genes mutated. It didn't feel good being a mutant, honestly.
I met Min Sun and we were like crazily cheering over all the games! Roller Coaster was fun, but I like that 'Inverted Twin Hammer' (oh my they do have funny names for it) best! It's like few consecutive 360° turn, and when it stopped you parallel to the ground, and you have the illusion of falling down flat :\ The stupidest would have to be this one that goes 'round and round, and by the end of the game people end up sticking together. We met a few other friends there. Dinner was at Outback. Yummy...food.
Today we gave Alex his belated birthday gift, and so we had a free lunch at Dome :D
Wasn't as bad as it seem, actually. I had so much fun. I had so many plans in line when holidays begin! From shopping to singing, to Prom, Penang, Pangkor. I just can't wait.
Disastrous
"Can't Wait For Nothing"
I thought I've waited so long for the exams to end, waited for a whole damn month, it felt so in-energizing now. I felt so dead studying so hard right on the day before science subject papers. Then suddenly find the fun in studying Biology. Yet, tomorrow's my last paper of AS finals but I just feel stupid, sick, depressed. Few days ago, I can't wait for Redbox and Coffee Bean. Can't wait for roller coaster ride marathon, can't wait for holidays. Right now, it all doesn't even matter much. I am tired, sleepy and felt like I could crack into pieces =) Maybe disappear.
When it doesn't even feel comfortable anymore falling flat on the bed, or when there's still this invisible burden on your shoulder and it did not help no matter how to try to push it off, and you don't even need a reason to find it hard to breath. And when things that never bothered before suddenly seem to big, and you can stare blankly into nowhere and suddenly have tears in your eyes, and you feel like crying out hard but the tears just won't come out...not like it can even solve any problem at all. It's just that...maybe there's this time when we will feel earthbound (or more like hell bound). Maybe it's just a temporary mental disruption. We'll just have to look at the brighter side of things. I'll be fine. It isn't end of the world yet.
" Band-tastic "
My birthday celebration was pretty cool. We had lunch (that was too filling), then sang for more than 5 hours straight at Redbox. Dinner was at Planet Hollywood. Coincidentally they had a movie songs extravaganza thing going on. So there we had a deafening dinner, but it was quite entertaining. The bad part was while taking order. We actually have to point on the menu, use sign language, and type out on phone. After dinner, the live band sang us a bday song.
I love this layout :) so I'm reusing it.
November.
"Set Adrift on Memory Bliss"
November's here, I'm ©in' it!
It rain all the time here in Malaysia, especially during Monsoon seasons like now: usually late evening. But I am so in love with the rain. If only thunders and lightning don't come along with it. It reminds me of evening I enjoyed as a kid :) We have this huge garden and porch; and the sunset laid on our porch on clear evenings. We’ll ride bike, play games, run around. Our badminton shuttlecocks always get stuck on top of our two tall palm trees. Sometimes, we climb over fence to next door neighbour's porch to play with them.
This morning I was so hungry I practically sang this line which went "hungry, hungry little star..." (Think: twinkle, twinkle little star) Ooi Peng taught me that! She sat next to me in Sec. 2, and when she got hungry, she'll sing that line. I was such a huge H20 freak I brought 3 big 1.5 l bottles to school everyday (of course, now I've cut down on it a lot). Somehow the disease was contagious; it got her drinking a lot too. I used to go to school on Saturday, skipped Karate and hang out at Tower Records instead. Because I didn’t like the way Mr. Karate teacher call my name.
I miss all those friends I sort of lost contact with. Like ex-classmates in primary/secondary school, and #Hitz.fm chatters I knew. God, I like Friendster.
