She Could Only Believe For So Long
"With The Memories I Thought I Knew"
The night I couldn't get myself to sleep, I woke up in the middle of the night and plug my earphones to listen to a considerably old CD I own. I still like that song - Take 5 - Sunrise Goodbye so much. And perhaps when you relisten to a song which used to be the one song you play over, and over, and over again until you finally found another new one and dumped it aside, the feeling surge through you is beautiful. Like you found back things you lost, through the memories that was burried along with the song.
I miss some things I particularly never had memory of. I guess it is because I just had too much time to waste during holidays. Besides going out for movies, walking around the malls, and shopping. There's just this thing about human not being able to erase datas like computers can - by just highlighting on the datas you wish they'll never appear in front of you anymore, and press Delete button + Enter (for "are you sure"... Oh, so sure!). Perhaps I wasn't even too sure if I want to erase those memories. They're so sweet @.@ but ugh bad for me. If I can't remember how my first crush look like, and I suddenly remembered, it isn't very useful. So why should I bother to remember how the other boy in kindergarten look like.
In a couple of hours, 2003 will be gone. I had been out every single day. And when my sister is home from babysitting my baby cousin sisters, we'll get out and party. My grandmother went for an operation today, few minutes ago, Mom told me Gramma's fine. Operation's over. So I feel so sorry for myself for saying people who goes to BB at 4 is late when I am even later than they are now. Last year's celebration was a little stupid, but VERY sweet. Now let's not get to that part of the day that could melt my heart. That would've killed my enthusiasm for the day.
posted by Nic @ 17:05
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