Crushee
"You know u pick me up when I'm feeling down"
I used to crush this person from tuition when I was 17. And it wasn't until after the whole tuition session ended that I got to know his name, and know him in person. He was more like a good friend now...even though we only went out a few times, hardly meet each other anymore these days.
Back then, I liked him to bits, crushed on him so long. I went tuition partly because he's there - how naive.. how silly, but it had been fun. He sat right beside me once, but I bet he was more of noticing my best friend rather than me. But how hard can a crush be? If it wasn't a I-like-you-but-you-don't-know-and-never-will-notice thing, then that isn't called a crush, right? But who cares, someday, somehow I know I can tell the world whom I've crushed, or whom I've liked before. But it is when I'm over him :P I like the times we went for movies, bowling, walking around, watching him play pool, the time he came over and talk to me (and I almost melted. Not literally....not that I melt so easily at r.t.p.), and that time I got a strike and either he or his friend said I am awesome. And especially when I was so hungry, and refused to talk, but he made me smile :) aww.
It was only after half a year of knowing him, and one year of crushing him that I found out he was that boy from kindergarten whose name I remembered all along, but never knew how it was spelt. I linked him to songs. He told me about how he met the girl he hadn't meet for long. He told me about the girlfriend. It wasn't heartbreaking or anything, but it was a little heart aching. It was fun, but a crush is a crush; now he is just the classmate from kindergarten.
posted by Nic @ 01:57
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