Tuesday, August 29

it's been three long months, do u still want me?

I've got to stop, and look again. I've decided to make stress my good friend. More than three months passed since my LP started. Since I started my journey. And what's changed? What's still not working? What's gonna be different...what's next?

Been through a lot, learnt a lot, and yes, there were so many times that I still slipped back to my old nerdy self. After all, people don't change...but I know that I have my choice. I can choose to feel optimistic about something, and I can choose to be different. Making my commitments the drive to my actions instead of letting feelings, assessments, and evaluations take over me.

I admit to still getting all stressed up and I did spill out my victim story. I cried a thousand times. I got impatient, threw tantrum. Enr kills me brain cells most of the time. Assignment workloads are the promoter, enr being the co-factor.

Am I eligible to go on and complete my LP journey? Am I going to do something about it?